resurfacing of the sensitive side

i think i'm WAY too sensitive. recently anyway. i just called the Australian embassy to check if my passport have been approved for a tourist visa yet, and the first time i called they said the passport haven't arrived yet. so i called my mom and told her and she told me to call again later, just in case. so i did. and it was another dude who picked up the phone. so i asked and while he was checking on his computer, i covered my mouthpiece and whispered to my friend saying that the first girl who answered my phone sits right next to this guy. and i think he heard it. cuz his tone of voice changed when he started talking on the phone again. and then... i started feeling bad that he sounded rude to me. ?_? dammit what is wrong with me?

i think the sensitivity resurfaced itself since last weekend when i had a little argument with my brother. we dont usually argue. or most the time it's not harsh argument that we can just suppress it when left alone for a while. but this time it's more than that. it's probably all the suppressed anger steaming up. or a big misunderstanding gone wrong, making the situation worse than it originally was. but anyway, that argument made me regret everything that i've done in the past that i thought was good for him. i guess i didnt stop to think about what he really wants instead of what i thought was good for him. so i felt bad that i let him down and let my parents down as well, for not able to make my brother happy.

so.. with the thought that i've disappointed my parents and my brother still lingering around in the air, and with this dude being rude to me, i've become overly sensitive about everything. which is definitely bad for my psychological health.