mixed feelings

tonight is the last night i'm spending at the sail @ marina bay - our home for the past year.  i am happy to be moving out because it means a step closer to you.  but i am also sad.  i've never done well with good byes - even if it's to a concrete block.

incomplete

ever since you relocated for work, i've been sad everyday.  i don't understand myself.  why is it so hard to be apart from you?  i try to be strong but i often breakdown when i realize that you won't be walking through that front door anymore.

i know it's something that you have to do.  i know it's not the right time.  but you have no idea how hard it is for me to not know when i'll get to see you, or when i'll hear your voice again.

i feel so pathetic being weak, i don't want to be weak.  but i miss you so much.  i miss hearing your voice.  i miss seeing your face everyday.  i miss your hugs and kisses.

i'll try my best to be strong and i wish you all the best in accomplishing your goals and be the person you want to be.

i'll wait for you ok.  please come home soon.

Double meaning

I think the recent Stella Artois ads are quite eye catching.  Their current tagline is 'Perfection has it's price'.  It's very simple in design and there are no clutter of messages.  But at least one of them made me confused about what they are really trying to say.

'Expensive Until You Try It'

What does that mean?  It tastes cheap??

If I can tweet on BKK-SIN flight Nov.6th, 2009

• I think the plane will be on its wheel all the way to Singapore
• The screen is showing the wrong info, hope the pilot remembers the destination
• Ooh... fish ball green curry...
• Ooh oh... the cabinet in the toilet is held together by masking tape
• At least the service on this flight is much better than SIN-BKK flight
• My hand sanitizer splattered when I opened it -_-

If I can tweet on SIN-BKK flight Nov.4th, 2009

• It's about to take off and I have to use the toilet... URGENTLY!!! >.<
• This flight have no TV
• I wish I can tweet on the plane
• Is it just me, or had TG inflight service dropped dramatically?
• Don't take my coke!!
• I think the guy next to me wants to use the toilet but is blocked by me and my food tray
• Tweeting is like talking to yourself
• Gonna try to sleep now
• Do you put a full-stop "." when you finish typing your tweet?

Lost

At the walkway towards the train station, there was an old man leaning against the wall, looking lost.  He was standing in a light yellow coloured puddle of water.  I'm not sure if it's his own urine or not but speculated that it's not since his khaki long pants were not wet.  He looked weak and alone.  Everyone gave him a once over but no one stop to ask him if he needed assistance.

His wrinkled thin face and facial expression made him looked so lost and abandoned.

As I walked further away from him, I imagine what it would be like if that old man was my father.  But more importantly, why didn't I stop to help?