i've been depressed for quite sometime. i just hate not knowing what is going to happen next and right now the only person who can give me some sort of answer is not available. i haven't been able to eat properly and my emotions have caused me to be physically ill.
i went out to get something to eat today and i wanted to have green tea from the bubble tea place without the pearls. i didn't have the energy to tell the lady - no pearls, so she put them in anyway. turns out having the pearls in there made a bit of a difference. it added a bit more sweetness to the drink.
maybe if i just let things happen at it's own time, things will get better. maybe all i had to do is just wait and not rush things so much, take it as it comes.
it's hard for me to live without knowing what is going to happen but maybe, just maybe, there's still a chance for me to be happy again.
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